The Monster is Compulsion
Keywords:Educational alternatives, progressive education, alternative education, difference, educational theory, educational philosophy, home education, education policy
For a while I have been trying to write about my experience of my UK PGCE course (for teacher qualification status)â€”of being a â€œcritical noviceâ€; an inexperienced trainee teacher apprenticed to a system they feel is fundamentally flawed, but who has nowhere else to go to learn.I started out knowing there was something of interest I wanted to say, but for a while my writing just wouldnâ€™t take shape. Causes and effects of the struggles I wanted to describe were slithering all over the place. I couldnâ€™t pin down a coherent argument. My PGCE itself had been an utterly disorientating experience of trying to survive crushing self-doubt and the constant noise of inner voices pitched in dualistic battles. It took me two attempts to pass the course and it almost drove me crazy....
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